When the Summer's gone?

An Update

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 13:59:56 GMT

Well its been 113 weeks since I've last updated. So here we go. Everybody is horrible people are decaying around me. The stench of death lingers above me. Just got back from florida, took the trip to myself and man did i have a good time. Fished everyday and made all kinds of friends. I'm sad to have left. Maybe sometime i'll move down, but for now i've got to try and submit this fucking fafsa and clean my room. Ok satisfied?

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 14:56:12 GMT

Oh yes, life is still good... Just got back from florida and have a nice tan... got work tonight however but look forward to going in! i didnt run myself into debt and we have plenty of pictures to show... nikkis mom, nikki, and i went out to this great waterfront restaurant last night in bayville, it was awesome, im definitely going back there again, but ABOUT Florida... we hit like 6-8 springs and spent most of our time in southern florida, it was great, my grandmothers doing well and everythings going for the better, cant wait to move down there... ahhh yes life is good!

Waaa waaa waaaaaaaaa

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 05:35:25 GMT

Ah yes, life is good... im going back to florida in less then a month, however my grandmom is sick, but shell pull thru! im making more money then ive ever made before, and im moving into management in a week! i cant wait til my 2 dollar raise! everythings been goin well, i see nikki in two days! and Man Vs Wild is on... HA ha ha ha haaaaaaaaa! it seems people are only happy when they get what they want...

The world is treating me bad....

Fri, 25 May 2007 19:56:40 GMT

Well im pretty bored, and i havent posted to this thing in a long time, sooo i figured i might as well... ive noticed that the summer brings back harsh feelings, along with excitement of activities to come, yet im feeling rather angry lately and just unnerved, anxious, and just plain irratible... i think im just wiped out, i need to get a few consecutive nights of good sleep, but oh well... i just want to travel and to say the hell with it! ive got a good lineup for next week, first nikkis comin up on sunday, then on monday we goto the good old jackson family reunion, which is usually lots of fun, we get to fish and kayak and eat, and play guitar... and this year nikkis going! so hopefully this will be fun, but who knows... then nik will be staying over tuesday night and wednesday night is NEW MONSOON night, it will be amazing... probably one of the best bands out there right now... after that we come home sleep on it and the next day nikkis gone and its back to work... then maybe that weekend well do some beaching... but i dunno, i like to lead myself in every direction possible... and just make it by by the skin of my teeth... and i think ive worn it all down, im tired... and i still gotta work til 1! im training myself into management at dominos, so hopefully it pays off and i can pay off my car sometime soon, thatd be nice cuz then i could TRADE IT IN! oh well! GOODNIGHT!

Misery!

Poop A Loop

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 06:35:05 GMT

aw man these last few weeks have been AMAZING! i went ahead and took my vacation with nik downn in floridia for a week and half, and that was SO DAMN COOL! we went kayaking and there was beer at every stop!!! i went to target, i got a 6 pack and a pair of water shoes at the same time... how crazy is that... anyway, i had a lot of fun with nikki, we saw a duck fight, and other wonders of nature... such as the ding darling wildlife refuge, in sanibel island.. which was the most amazing part of the trip! and MY FAVORITE! we stayed at the La Quinta Inn, which was awesome... they had an amazing pool and a hot tub.. i was just happy to be there, and with that, we saw alligators, and coons, and all kinds of creatures, maybe even a manatee, but i dunno! we went back to blue springs, and even tho its all over... i feel as tho ive accomplished something, even tho i didnt... OH YEAH, Panera came and begged for me to come back!!! if thats not the weirdest thing in the world, i dunno what is! so yeah, i got two jobs, and maybe ill move out soon.. Hmmmmmmmmmmm....

Ain't Life Grand?

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 18:31:35 GMT

I'm sick... but it hasnt stopped me from trudging around in 8 inches of ice and snow, and having great times... indeedy doo, PA is home!

Why do we abuse our rights, why dont we abuse our wrongs???

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 04:36:45 GMT

Oddly enough, today we had a lunar eclipse... which is quite strange being as i felt the moons energy yesterday. and had no idea of the dawning eclipse... so that puts this part of the earth in perfect proportion and alignment with the moon! I DID FEEL IT! i felt the moons aura! in my heart, i am at one with nature...

It was the moon man

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 16:22:45 GMT

I had such a good day yesterday... It made no sense to me at all... I woke up at 12:45 PM, washed my body and headed out... went to the bank and got some thums up... after that proceeded to goto sams house... OH and did i mention it was a gorgeous day out! it was like 60 degrees, my word... anyway, sam had a rather spacious apartment, i decided to play with some of her intriguing light toys and some hippoes. It was most excellent, after that we loaded up the cars with papers and plastics and headed out to the RECYCLING CENTER... at first i thought this wasnt going to be a good idea, but it was quite fulfilling! we didnt have too much time to hangout so we drove around went to dollar store, got a bite to eat, and then i went to work... It was still so beautiful out... At this point i popped in some phish and ripped that all day... windows down, phish pumpin and a full moon over head, i was just enjoying everything that was correctly aligned and in place for me that day! nikki got her hair cut, this is also most excellent! i cant wait to go back to florida.. However today im now run down and tired again... damn... oh well!

HEY GIRL, COME WITH ME, AND LET YOURSELF GO!

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:51:35 GMT

SOOOO ANYWAY!!! ive had a great time with buds. Jeff turned out to be an excellent friend, hes more honorable then i can possibly mention here on this stupid online journal... Im so excited to be making more friends, even if they are 40 some years old... HAHAH! anyway i ALSO cant wait to return to florida with my baby! so that i will proceed to do! ive also come up with a new resolution that i will open up more to the general public as to be so shut in to the secludes of my own home... SO FRIENDS HERE I COME! and dont worry baby no time will be altered for the spending of you and I!!! I LOVE YOU! PEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAACE is the magic word here...

Sugar works house

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 06:16:09 GMT

I've been real stressed lately... If its not my car, its work, and if not work its money, and if its not money its personal... and WHOA MAN! i just gotta find some me time to just chill. I dont feel like a bad guy... but i dont know... somebody please enlighten me... and please do give me a call if you wanna jam... but then again, the only people who read this dont play instruments... there are a lot of people out there that dont know me... this is no good, the world should see more of Ryan Jackson!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 21:30:38 GMT

So i havent updated in mad long... so i decided to update! ITs been like this... SNOW SNOW SNOW! CURB, fucked up wheel bearing... Nikki and I are going back to florida in april AND I CANT WAIT! my brothers got mono... ive been hangin out with Rob and friends a little more often, and i'm going through management training at DOMINOS! so yeah, car insurance is due... and so are other random money pits... Car still leaks oil... Oh well, ill just throw some silicone on it... Lately really, we're just hanging out with more and more friends, like we went bowling with greg, and going out to eat with gary... i like having a social life, within my social life... I need to jam with someone seriously tho.... I GOT THE FUNK!!! alrighty then, OH AND ME AND NIKKI WENT ICE SKATING! it was most excellent... Kaity took pictures and licked the snow on top of the lake... i dont know why, maybe it was for survival purposes... but i think cottonmouth is the NUMERO UNO REASON!!!!

Whackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 06:15:59 GMT

cant wait til anniversary! gonna be fun!

Happy New Year

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 06:40:46 GMT

WEll tonight was new years eve i didnt make as much money as i thought i would, but i still had fun running around like a 5 year old when the clock turned past 12! it was fun hangin with the brotherkids! i hope 2007 treats me as well as 2006, lets recap 2006's greatest events...

Jan.
1.started dating nikki!
2. bought 93 ford probe!

Feb.
1. spent 1st valentines day with someone!
2. Pawned playstation!

Mar.

1. i dont remember march...

April-June nothin good happened!

June.
1. Went to florida with nikki!!!
2. Rode my first airplane!!!

July.
1. Watched firworks at the beach!

August.
1. I dont remember August!!!

September.
1. Went BACK to Florida!
2. Took first big road trip!!!
3. Saw my first blue water!
4. What a good trip... oh and I SAW A MANATEE!!!
5. Got fired from Panera

October.
1. Got hired by Dominos!
2. Halloween sucked!

November.
1. Probe Died.
2. BOUGHT NEW SATURN..
3. Still miss Probe :(

December.

1. Christmas was awesome with Nikki's family!
2. Still miss probe...
3. New car leaks oil

JAN 1'st 2007

1.9 Days til birthday!
2. Post live journal Entry!

BE GOOD TO ME 2007!!!!

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 18:11:02 GMT

Ok well im home again... This is how the week went... worked, worked worked, then i had off tuesday so i drove down to see nikki and then drove back home that night because my car had to go into the shop the next morning, so they put the new valve cover gasket in and i got the car back by 6:30 that night so i went to see NIKKI AGAIN! and then i got to spend the night over, THANKS PAUL! and i had a good time besides for the fact that nikki fell asleep at like 9, and i was left bein bored til like 1... anyway, then we went ahead and spent the night again the next night... despite for some roaches it was awesome! except for the fact that i had to cancel my indian food plans with her and randy, becuase i was due in at work at 1:30 and not 4... apparently it snowed up here, but when i got here... No snow... what the F?!?!??! ok baby i love you bye!

Stormy Night

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 15:24:31 GMT

So last night was pretty crazy, telephone poles were fallin over, roads were flooding and i hit a bush! the wind was nuts the rain was driving and then our power went out... Later that night i went out to see joe and ed, and a tree fell just about on top of ed's disabled truck in the panera parking lot... the funny part is that none of us fathomed that the tree had fallen over... A police officer went by and shed some light on it, and joe mentioned to ed that he didnt see his truck... we spent about five minutes trying to come up with a way how the truck got in the woods... until i proposed the idea that a tree fell on it... which is exactly what happened, stupid us! hahaha i only made 43 bucks last night. i know tonight will be much better tho, i brought home 106 last week, i only hope i can do it again!

S is for Snake!

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 13:37:11 GMT

Well thanksgiving came and went, and it was awesome!!! we had a a good two dinners and in between had a LOT of fun! i couldnt have been more thankful then to have my baby with me for those few days. next up, christmas! I WANT SOME INDIAN FOOD!

Give Me Love (Give Me Peace on Earth)....

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 03:33:36 GMT

Last Tuesday my car proceeded to take a shit on me... As i presumed it would for the past few weeks. As i was workign and returning from PIZZAMAN BUSINESS AFFAIRS, there was a pop a bang, and some dragging... Transmission exploded... End of the probe... Sad really it is... was a good car, never really did anything to anyone, but then it met me... and met its ultimate demise. I'm having it salvaged from a parking lot tomorrow, and quite even possibly getting 75 bucks for it!!! so that is most excellent. But what is even more excellent is the fact that i BOUGHT A NEW CAR! It's a 1998 Saturn SC2... It's white, five speed, and real nice... no power or nothing flashy but its gotta flawless paintjob and interior... It's the newest edition to who i am! so i'm very happy... or at least i thought i was until nikki told me i got ripped off... which by the way isnt true... shes just dumb ;D But i dunno what to say except maybe JUST maybe ill make it to see nikki by tomorrow... but im contemplating whether or not i should work... Chances are, I'll eat some Indian food to celebrate! HOORAY FOR ME!!!

I never have a good subject...

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 15:51:24 GMT

So i am just a money making machine, i made 150 dollars last night all together, i got 95 of that in cash on my person! im the man, and i just love my job! its awesome! and im almost out of debt and out of trouble! so once that happens, im gonna try my best to get a new car... and if not something cheap, get the hell outta this house.. but i still dont wanna move back to stinkin ass jersey... the only thing nice about jersey is the beach... when none of them jersey, "wanna-be hicks" are around either... which by the way really pushes my buttons.. there shouldnt be any hicks in new jersey... if i could i would include an aerial photo of new jersey! NOT only is it a concrete jungle but the only patch of trees is the pine barrens, which living is awfully scarce inside the deep foliage of the barrens, but on the outskirts people like to think theyre from the "sticks"... do me a favor you faggots... grow up, fix your speach impetament and get a GED! thats all from me... :)

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 05:07:59 GMT

$$$

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 14:09:53 GMT

I Thought my car was gonna blow up last night... but it didnt... so thats a plus! and with it not blowin up i was able to take 27 runs last night and pull in a grand total of 147 dollars!!! in one fucking night... i am the man! besides that, itll be gone by nearly tomorrow when i go pay the insurance and the bank off... but who cares!!! i cant wait to get out of this debt... im getting so close!

I miss you nikki!

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 14:25:35 GMT

Well me and nik did our weekly see each other thing... we didnt do to much due to the fact that im attempting to save all my money... oh shat, i still owe nikki 10 bucks for indian food! WOOPS! oh well anyway, nothing too interesting we hungout at a car dealership for a while on friday... but i'd say the real fun started after we decided to eat at the crown... we hopped into plainsboro and did a little fishing, somehow... and i dont know how, nikki caught 9 fish... i only caught 4... she beat me by more than half!!! what the hell...? haha shes just good at everything she does, thats all... we also hungout with her dad for quite a while, it was good to see him again... i like warren, he's a good guy... i also realized that i need some new damn tires, real fast... after sliding home all the way in torrential rain last night, it was like driving on a big glacier, with trucks... OK! well thats all, talk to ya next week!

Happy Diwali!!!

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 14:14:01 GMT

Well yesterday was fun! however it was just one of them days... first of all i had to take nikki back home... so we started back, got about an hour into the drive and nikki discovers she has forgotten her cell phone... so we turned around, and headed back home, grabbed the phone, and then turned right back around and re-embarked upon our journey. of course it was all good and well being as the fact that i was with my baby so i didnt mind the extra miles... on the way down i could stomach the thought of missing Diwali at the Crown so i called out of work and nikki proceeded to be 2 hours late to her job, due to her cell phone shinanegans... so we passed the day over at nikkis house, but first we stopped at washington crossing state park... annnnd a sweet yardsale, and we bought a tripod, and a wreath for nikkis mom and an ice cream machine!!! PLUS I GOTTA FREE STUFFED SQUIRELL!! it was awesome... so anyway, we spent most the day thereafter making ice cream with the 20 year old contraption, and whatnot, then decided to go to Diwali!!! unfortunately on the way over i got ganked by a local police officer and with a polite tip of the hat i was on my way!!! i guess ya just gotta "pull the yank to turn the crank" i guess... anyway! we got there and it was so awesome, they had the extra room open, and we got to sit in it, and they had sooo much food! im getting hungry again just thinkin about it! it was all so good... i have never had so much variety, and the live music was great, they had a live sitarist and tablist... it was amazing, we even got to play the instruments at the end... it was most excellent! after the evening subsided i proceeded to take nikki home and fall asleep in her bed til 2:21 am, somehow i made it home at 4:06 am, and i did under the speed limit the whoooole time.... couldnt understand it... oh well! gotta work today i hope i make some descent money! ok im out! HAPPY DIWALLI!

P.S. - I MISS NIKKI!

If i said i didnt love my girlfriend... i'd be lying with my pants on fire...

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 14:05:20 GMT

Nikki and I got away to sunny florida for just about 2 1/2 weeks... and let me tell you it was probably the best time i've ever had in my life... FIRST! we caught the sunrise the first two nights we got there, which was of course, after the long 2 day drive and our awesome stay at the "haunted" econo lodge... but disregarding the travelling, we got to florida, no problem. Watched the sunrise and set our eyes on probably the coolest cracked out bum we've ever seen! If you wanna see pictyures go look at nikki's page cuz i dont know how to post em! but maybe i can paint a pretty picture for ya mentally... it started out with vanilla skies, blended into a variety of pinks and blues, sloshed around into almost a yogurt of warm and cool colors, until finally the sun arose with all of its golden glory over our awesome hobo friend! as he danced and kicked up the tide, we departed and went along with our trip... after many a beach trip, we decided to pick up some fishing poles, and from there we've been doin a whole heck of a lotta fishin since then, only problem is... we have yet to catch anything... well, thats not true, we caught the same snapping turtle...

after the fishing was over we went to the arcades and won rocket baloons. my mom had a cat that we loooooved to torture, because it loved to annoy us as well! and we made indian food like 3 times! and we made awesome meat loaf! we basically cooked every night... which is good i guess, because it was only good when we cooked anyway! after the loaf and whatnot we decided to take a hefty 4 hour drive down south to clearwater beach!

WE didnt really like how clearwater was just a bunch of rich dumbass kids, so we went to the surrounding beaches such as Sand Keys, and most importantly, Honeymoon and Caledesi Island... they were MOST spectacular we found amazing shells, the water was brilliantly clear and pigmented at the same time, and the best part was... we found live sand dollars... it was so cool! even though i was afraid of them... we spent all of 3 days and 2 nights down there, and it was just breathtaking everynight... or should i say nikki was just breathtaking every night <3...

After our little "sub-vacation" in our vacation, we hit the arcade a few more times, did the mini golf thing... and then hit the beach many times, and i swear i almost got attacked by a shark! so i stayed outta the depths of the ocean for that much time, being as we also knew there were many a shark to be found out there due to the men fishing and bringing them up on there lines...

We went to the cool mcdonalds again, at some point in time... i forget when, but it was cool all in all... eventually we did jacksonville all out, and took a break from things and sat around the house for a few days too just relax... until our last day there, we went to a place called "Blue Springs State Park" and this was by far the best part of the trip... The water was a brilliant Green? sounds nasty but it wasnt! it was soooooo amazing, the water was crystal clear and just radiating with wildlife, whether it be fish, turtles, birds... to even alligators. and so as we decided to take a closer look, we rented a canoe, and were confronted by a mezmerizing sea cow! we got to canoe next to a graceful manatee, we snapped a few pictures, like i said, consult nikkis journal to see them! but all in all it was MOST excellent! after swimming in the cool spring, and enjoying the wildlife it had to offer it was time to go home, and come the next morning, embark the long journey home home...

It was sad to say goodbye, especially to the warm weather... but we had to and thus we did... we drove 10 hours that day and made it halfway through Virginia where we met nikki's mom and stepfather, where we camped in there luxurious RV for a night... we had nachos and a roaring fire, admist the quiet and soothing sounds of a gentle waterfall on the right of us... it was most excellent, the next day i rode a bike! and we even played with WILD RABBITS!! they were so cute, we saw babies for a second but then they disappeared... after all the fun at the campground we decided to go next morning and do skyline drive...

if anybody doesnt know what skyline drive is, its a winding mountain road, designed 70 years ago to give drivers a breathtaking view of the lush and vegetative mountains of the Virginia country side... it was sooooo gorgeous, we tried to do a hike, but opted not to being as we still had to drive 6 hours home... so we did the drive, and snapped a bunch of amazing pictures... and with that, we drove home... nikkis mom left with the camper 4 hours before we did, and as we entered into pennyslvania, we passed them with the might of a 1000 horses! it was awesome!!!!

When we got back home, nikkis parents were gracious enough to have let me stay the night and rest my weary head... it was so very appreciated... me and nik had breakfast at "The Mug Rack" it was cool! and then i taught her how to drive my car a little more... she did so damn good! didnt even stall it, better than most people i've ever seen learn how to drive stick... probably better than myself! we went fishing for a while came home and had some pork chops... we chilled in front of the space heater... and then i had to bid my farewells... it was very saddening to say goodbye and admit that this excellent time is going to end, and that the daily stressers of life are going to return.

I started my new job yesterday and, thus far it is most excellent! i cant wait to pay back the credit card companies! then we can plan another big move... but for now, i have to see baby only twice a week... CANT WAIT!

toe nails...

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 00:03:58 GMT

nikki needs to cut her toe nails... oh apparently one just fell out... digsuting girl...

Baby is a mute

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 22:25:14 GMT

Nikki's antisocial!